JAPANESE STUDENTS!!! :D

HELLO! Yes, I know that I said I would be writing many posts early in 2012, but I haven't exactly had the time being the busy kind of person I am... But, at this current moment in time I felt the need to make a very quick post. Here it goes:

I'm SUPER excited about the Gero Kanayama kids getting here tomorrow... I'm part of an exchange program called The Gero Kanayama Ketchikan Exchange Program... 2012 is the 25th anniversary! I'll be going to Japan this June!!! :D The kids from Japan are coming here first... Tomorrow, to be exact!!! I can't wait to see their nervous faces! HAHA! :P I'll make sure to try and make them laugh somehow, of course! ...Say something in Japanese and all... :) Don't worry, I'll make them smile. I like people! ...Sometimes... But, anyway....

I'll have to tell you how the "meeting" turns out! Maybe I'll explain some more about the group and all later, as well. For now, SAYONARA!!!!!!!!! :D :D :D KONBANWA!

I Am Me

I try my best

To be myself,

Me.

People hate,

People love,

People dislike,

People like,

Me.

If I'm me,

I'm hated,

I'm loved,

I'm disliked,

I'm liked.

If I'm not me,

I'm hated,

I'm loved,

I'm disliked,

I'm liked.

So, who should I be?

Well, I guess I'll just go with,

Me.

New poem! I may change some things later... What do you think of it right now? (:

Don't lie...

I really hate lies and rumors, and all those people out there that have stupid pleasure in making up gossip. I don't hate anyone, I just really wish people could stop. There's no point in telling other people about what someone did to you or said to you that was mean, when it's not even true. Don't lie.

Making Friends?

Is it really that hard to make friends? It seems every time I ask someone if they'd like to "hang out" they're doing something else. Every time it happens, I feel as if that person dislikes me... When all I'm trying to do is be kind! I'm trying to be a friend... And what? Is it that I try too hard? I only ask every month or so, but no... They never ask back. I feel like everybody doesn't want to spend time with me. I feel so great when they say "I can't." Every. Time. I. Ask.

^ Trying not to be negative, but I had to get it off my chest... Are friends usually THAT hard to make?

Difficulty Solved

We finished our dance! Both performances went perfectly, and my solo went fine, too. I hope to perform again next year in the same performance... Next time with more people! (:

Difficulty...

Ugh! I'm working on a dance with my friend for an up-coming performance, but the problem is, the performance is this coming week! And we haven't even finished the dance! I mean, I'm stuck! I don't know what to do! :(

I Hate My Skin x1,000,000,000!

EK! Just a moment ago, I freaked out when I shined my cell phone light onto the inside part of my lower left arm! There were bumps all over! Like HUGE bumps! And I'd never seen them before! It was as if they had just appeared out of no where! I got up and went to the bathroom and checked my other arm... Same thing on my right arm! And I checked everywhere on my skin to see if there were anymore in other places... There were none.

So now, I'm totally freaking out, and super sad... I do have some bumps on my skin and stuff, but these ones are really big and totally noticeable! If I had to live with these, I would be sooo much more self-conscious! I hope it's just a rash or something and will go away soon enough... Until then, I have to live with this terrible self-awarness of great big scary bumps all over the insides of my lower right and left arms. Yikes! :(