I Am Me

I try my best

To be myself,

Me.

People hate,

People love,

People dislike,

People like,

Me.

If I'm me,

I'm hated,

I'm loved,

I'm disliked,

I'm liked.

If I'm not me,

I'm hated,

I'm loved,

I'm disliked,

I'm liked.

So, who should I be?

Well, I guess I'll just go with,

Me.

New poem! I may change some things later... What do you think of it right now? (:

Don't lie...

I really hate lies and rumors, and all those people out there that have stupid pleasure in making up gossip. I don't hate anyone, I just really wish people could stop. There's no point in telling other people about what someone did to you or said to you that was mean, when it's not even true. Don't lie.

Making Friends?

Is it really that hard to make friends? It seems every time I ask someone if they'd like to "hang out" they're doing something else. Every time it happens, I feel as if that person dislikes me... When all I'm trying to do is be kind! I'm trying to be a friend... And what? Is it that I try too hard? I only ask every month or so, but no... They never ask back. I feel like everybody doesn't want to spend time with me. I feel so great when they say "I can't." Every. Time. I. Ask.

^ Trying not to be negative, but I had to get it off my chest... Are friends usually THAT hard to make?

Difficulty Solved

We finished our dance! Both performances went perfectly, and my solo went fine, too. I hope to perform again next year in the same performance... Next time with more people! (:

Difficulty...

Ugh! I'm working on a dance with my friend for an up-coming performance, but the problem is, the performance is this coming week! And we haven't even finished the dance! I mean, I'm stuck! I don't know what to do! :(

I Hate My Skin x1,000,000,000!

EK! Just a moment ago, I freaked out when I shined my cell phone light onto the inside part of my lower left arm! There were bumps all over! Like HUGE bumps! And I'd never seen them before! It was as if they had just appeared out of no where! I got up and went to the bathroom and checked my other arm... Same thing on my right arm! And I checked everywhere on my skin to see if there were anymore in other places... There were none.

So now, I'm totally freaking out, and super sad... I do have some bumps on my skin and stuff, but these ones are really big and totally noticeable! If I had to live with these, I would be sooo much more self-conscious! I hope it's just a rash or something and will go away soon enough... Until then, I have to live with this terrible self-awarness of great big scary bumps all over the insides of my lower right and left arms. Yikes! :(

One More Day of 7th Grade!

Well hey there! Guess what?! There's only one more day of 7th grade left for me! I'm so glad! This year has been pretty tough... There's been a few good things in between, though.

Maybe I'll make some good memories this summer! Let us hope so! Hope you had a good day, whoever may be reading this! Tomorrow at 2:28 P.M. it will officially be summer time! So don't be late! (:

Oh yeah! It's also June 1st! Yipee! :D

Sickness, Flexibility, and Sadness...

Here is the sad truth... My family and I didn't get to go to Disneyland for spring break. I got sick the Friday before we were supposed to leave. We were supposed to leave on Sunday of last week. I got a fever of 101, a stuffy/runny nose, a cough, a sore throat, a headache, and a stomach ache. We had to cancel the trip, but luckily it all worked out. I was so excited about going to Disneyland, as you can see from my last post. Now we are planning to go in the summer and make it a longer trip. Of course, I was super sad about not going. I've been very flexible about everything. I'm still sick, and have missed out on my whole spring break! School starts again tomorrow, and then comes the long wait until summer. 9 weeks of school! Here it goes...

Happiness! :D

Guess what!? I'm happy because I'm going somewhere for my birthday! My birthday has already come and gone, but we will go during spring break. Did you know I'm legally allowed to watch PG-13 now? Haha! Craziness! :D

I'm going somewhere though! This is the first time ever to go somewhere for my birthday! My birthday! Wow! It will probably be a once in a life time sorta thing... But I'm still happy and super excited about it!

Thank you! Thank you! Thank you! Love you! Love you! Love you!!!! :D

Happiness is catching, we get it from each other.

I'm still a child at heart! I'm going to be screaming and having so much fun!! Plus getting everybody's autographs and getting pictures with everyone I can... counting Mickey Mouse! (:

P.S. If you haven't figured out where I'm going yet or were still wondering where that somewhere is... well... I'm going to Disneyland!!!!!!!!!! :D